I’m listening to the Joy Division Pandora station. Probably not the best choice for someone who’s suicidal, but it was the last station I listened to last week and what the hell the music is great. I haven’t skipped over a song, even Bauhaus’s Bela Lugosi is Dead. The only way to erase memories is to be dead. I have never been so disappointed to wake up in my life. And tomorrow I have to it again.